I Luv Football!! : )))))

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

ahh..hari ni aku rase sangat puas ati..mane taknye, dah seminggu lebih x sepak bola sbb ankle aku bengkak.seksa woo..nk turun tangga pun kene berjongket-jongket :D

last week aku beli satu bola kat ebay..huhu..ebay byk abiskan duit aku..tak..aku yg byk abiskan duit kat ebay.entahle.same je dua2 ayat tu sebab lastly cash aku jugak yang jalan.nak kate bola tu mahal, tak tau la.harga dia GBP19.99 @ lebih kurang RM100 la. tapi xpela belanje sikit pun sebab aku pikir selame ni kalo nak sepak bola kene tunggu geng2 ajak main kat court. tapi sekarang aku xpyh le menunggu..kalo rase nak sepak bola gi je backyard, main puas2..backyard rumah aku agak luas jugak, boleh buat 2 on 2 game :D

hari ni bola tu sampai..haha happy giler woo..ni gambar bola tu selepas dipam oleh private coach aku, Izuan.



cantik bola ni kan? bola ni name dia nike total aero 90 kut. tak silap aku tu la name dia..bola ni pakai kat Spanish la liga je rasenye..




skang tengok pulak gambar bola ni lepas aku main petang tadi.



lepas melalui latihan ala neraka oleh coach, bola yang cantik berkilat tadi da jadi macam ni dah. dalam gambar ni x nampak sangat scratches2 tu tapi kalo korang tengok depan2 mata tau la camne teruknye bola ni dikerjakan.
haha :D









ni satu lagi gambar..nampak tu LFP?
it stands for Liga Nacional de Fútbol Profesional..
kalo nak tau lebih bukak la link kat bawah ni.

http://translate.google.co.uk/translate?hl=en&sl=es&u=http://www.lfp.es/&ei=CS2oSe2jNNSujAf6_7TbDw&sa=X&oi=translate&resnum=1&ct=result&prev=/search%3Fq%3DLFP%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-GB:official%26hs%3DQ9R





huhu kepada yang fanatik bola, best kan bile main bola ni? even though aku main bola bukan untuk sara hidup tapi aku buleh rase jugak macam mane perasaan orang yang yang hidup berasaskan kepakaran main bola ni..aku sepak bola setakat suke hati je tapi bayangkan orang2 tu, diorang main bola untuk hidup..diorang sepak tu bukan setakat bagi kudrat tubuh badan, kaki je tapi sekali dengan diorang punyer harapan..aku? aku ade harapan jugak tapi x setinggi harapan diorang.

tapi xpela..main bola ni bukan untuk hidup je..bola ni universal & global..buleh kate jugak yang walaupun tiap2 orang, negara lain2, agama bangsa lain2, kulit hitam putih tinggi rendah cacat tubuh badan..kebanyakannye ade satu persamaan iaitu main bola.

hidup bola..aku syukur kat Tuhan sebab bukan setakat bagi nikmat nyawa tubuh badan je tapi bagi jugak aku rase nikmat main bola..semoga nikmat ni terus kekal selagi aku hidup..amin..

25 Things About Me..I've been tagged!

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

I don't think these 25 things are really enough to describe even a tiny bit of me..but it's just for fun, alrite..besides i promised someone already and she even tagged me in hers..one more thing, i assume that if any of u read this post, then u're actually tagged by me, but bear in mind that i'm not forcing you to to the same kinda things..it's up to you whether u wanna do it or not..here I go! : )

1. i always wonder what was my first impression of life ever since i was born..was it happiness or sadness?
2. seriously, i want a cat that appears more or less like Shin Chan..Is it even possible??!
3. honestly i don't wanna grow old..just wanna stay as I'm now..
4. i love chewable Vitamin C and i think i always exceed its RDA.
5. I used to drink vitagen a lot. but it's nowhere to be seen here in UK so i took Lucozade lately.
6. i’m enjoying my life too : ) so many memorable things happened in my 2o years of an amazing life! hope everything will be better for the next 20 years :D
7. i love to cook..preferably nasi minyak+gulai ayam kurma+sambal belacan..if u want some then come see me.

8. i wouldn't leave no. 8 empty..who says 8 is an unlucky number?

9. i love flying stuffs and i hope they love me too : )
10. i think my english has been improving lately..maybe becoz i often spent about half of the day outside : )
11. i am working really hard to improve my modulus of pervertedness.haha..dont get it wrong. it actually means the resistance towards it..
12. i am also a serious person..and i demand others to be serious with me too..
13. i have been so captivated with a certain someone lately.could it be love? i dont know.
14. the happiest moments for everyone aren't the happiest one for me..since i no longer feel it..so sad but it cant be helped.i'll just wait.
15. i cant wait to go back to malaysia this summer!! missing everyone so badly..
16. i love the way Michael Carrick plays..and this is why it's written here..go2 number 16!!
17. i love to eat too. I'm not worried about my weight since i'm not fat, yet.
18. i'm not a shopaholic, but if i went to shop once in a while the cash will flow as freely as free falling objects..oh my..i'll have to put limiters on my shopping activities..and can somebody please make ebay 'dissappears'?
19. i love teppanyaki!!gonna have some this summer!!
20. i’m missing my old friends….
21. i wonder if the energy i spent today will be conserved again on the next day when i wake up? does the principle of energy conservation works for this situation? i like physics but sometimes i just don't understand how it works.
22. i love football!! : )
23. i like to collect shoes..especially adidas & nike..boots included.
24. some people say I'm fat.some says my body is 'sekeping'. now i dont know who to trust anymore.so i assume those who say i'm fat are actually 'sekeping' and those who says i'm 'sekeping' are actually quite fat. I'm normal. :P
25. i love you.

Judgement?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

bosan betul baru2 ni..Assignment x banyak sangat..lab sessions pulak xde lagi awal2 semester..nanti hujung2 tu baru la penuh sesak jadual..mase tu nanti mule la sakit kepale sebab nk revise lebih untuk exam lagi, nak beli barang balik mesia..kacau je la lab report tu nanti..haihh kenapela x best sangat jadual department aku buat?

dahla grouping lab satu module tu xbest..(sebenarnye aku xtau nk kate best ke x)
ade ke dia letak aku sorang2 je lelaki dlm group 5 orang tu..yang lain sumer cun2 and mata biru2.hehe confem ah aku yg kene jadi leader nanti sebab aku kurang cun :D

tapi xpela sebab aku kenal jugak diorang..bukan x kenal langsung..nasib baik x dapat satu group dengan orang2 yg x dikenali walaupun satu department..

baru2 ni aku pegi satu seminar..ntah ape input yang aku dapat aku pun x paham..haha ade sekali tu orang yang bagi talk, encik Putih ( x igt name sebenar dia ) cakapla.. "well if you were to be a professional engineer in your respective field, sometimes you have to think outside of the box you're in. But please make sure that you know how to get out of the box or elsewise you will stay in your narrow little box for the rest of your life..waiting for others to come into yours"..

aku suke maksud yang dia cuba sampaikan..kadang2 kene pikir luar kotak pemikiran sendiri jugak..sebab kadang2 idea kita x sekuat idea orang lain dan pemikiran..

tapi aku xsuke sebab ade sekali tu dia cakap engineering ni ade sebab kita nak dunia yang perfect.adui..aku bengang sangat sebab bagi aku, engineering has nothing to do with seeking perfection..sebab kalau semua da perfect apa lagi yang engineer nak buat? kalau la semua dah perfect bosan la kalau asyik buat maintenance je..nak jugak buat invention baru..

lagipun secara hakikatnye memang x ade yang sempurna melainkan Allah S.W.T.
Aku sedar yang mungkin Encik Putih x ade pemahaman tentang kesempurnaan tapi mungkin ni ade kaitan pasal think outside your box tu..mungkin aku jugak yang x cukup paham tentang hakikat lain yang masih lg trsembunyi dari kotak fikiran aku..

tapi yang aku x paham langsung, macam mane kita nak tau kotak pemikiran mane yang boleh pakai? kalau la seandainye kita sedar yang pemikiran kita xbetul, kita kene contohi pemikiran sape and macam mane kite nak make sure pemikiran tu sesuai dengan situasi pada mase tu..

lagipun aku rase sekarang banyak jugak judgement yang aku buat langsung xbetul..aku rase sebab aku kuat sangat dipengaruhi oleh ego & yakin diri tanpa menyedari bahawa pihak lain tu sebenarnya yang betul, bukan aku..

jadi aku rase secara generalnye, aku kene mantapkan cara aku menilai sesuatu perkara dan pada mase yang sama aku kene jugak compare and rationalize semua options yang ade sebelum aku buat judgements..

jadi pengajaran yang aku dapat kali ni, always realize that a good judgement comes from experience, experience comes from..?? well it comes from poor judgements. aku da buat beberapa judgements yang hampeh so lepas ni aku taula camne nak buat yang lagi bagus : )

My Letter is N

This one has been quite popular nowadays so i guessed i'll post it here too : )

1. What is your name : Naim

2. A four Letter Word : nice

3. A boy's Name : Nani

4. A girl's Name : Nina

5. An occupation : nerd

6. A colour : navy blue

7. Something you'll wear : napkin

9. A food : nan kebab

10. Something found in the bathroom: naked person @ people

11. A place : nun jauh di sana

12. A reason for being late: not your problem..

13. Something you'd shout : no prob!

14. A movie title : Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist

15. Something you drink : newly bought apple juice

16. A musical group : No Doubt

17. An animal : newly-born penguin

18. A street name : no. 13 Havelock Street

19. A type of car : Nissan

20. The title of a song : Not That Type of Lady

21. Why is number 8 missing : no idea..who knows?

22. Food : Nasi air

23. An actress : Nicole Kidman

24. An anime : Naruto Shippuden

25. A name of a girl u love : Norhartini

26. A name of a boy u love : Naim (i love myself more than others..hehe)

27. What do you think of your future : National Space Agency (NASA)

28. Sometimes I would.. : neglect the fact that I am single.

29. Something that you often bring along : notes..

30. Why do you bother to write all those meaningless stuffs above : Never been so bored lately.

Singstar.com

PANIC AT THE DISCO LYRICS

Sejak kebelakangan ni selalu je memekak kat rumah sendiri dgn housemate2..karaoke woo..memang syok gile babeng ah..kat bawah ni salah satu faveret time karaoke..

"But It's Better If You Do"

Now I'm of consenting age to be forgetting you in a cabaret.
Somewhere downtown where a burlesque queen may even ask my name
As she sheds her skin on stage
I'm seated and sweating to a dance song on the club's P.A.
The strip joint veteran sits two away
Smirking between dignified sips of his dignified peach and lime daiquiri

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety

But, but I'm afraid that I
Well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety

Praying for love and paying in naivety
Praying for love and paying in naivety, oh

something's missing..but i'll find it soon : )

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

ahh..pagi ni aku bangun tidow jek, tibe2 aku teringat time dulu2, ape yg aku alami lepas aku bangun tidow..hahaha..

mase dlm area tadika & sekolah rendah, aku bgn pagi je da nampak mak tgh siapkn breakfast.. ayah baru balik masjid. kadang2 ayah tgh tido lagi sebelah aku.haha kantoi tido bwh ketiak ayah. lepas tu mandi makan2, pakai baju skolah then ayah agkut naik vespa, anta g skolah.,suke sgt naek vespa tp kadang2 ayah anta naek mercedes lame dia..

time form 1-3 selalu kakak yg kejutkn bgn tidow. a.rol besenye bgn doh..tp lepas tu dia tidow balik. : P ..lepas bgn gosok gigi, mandi..pakai baju sekolah..most of the time kakak kene jugak betulkn tie and check belakang baju kemas ke x..lepas tu kene blebel sikit2 baru buleh turun makan breakfast.lepas cium tgn ye baru turun breakfast.besenye ye suruh start enjin kete sbb dlm kul 8 kakak nk g keje plk.pastu makan2 breakfast dgn mak, cium2 tgn pastu mcm bese la, naek beskal.kadang2 jalan kaki je dgn kawan2..

pastu dlm area form 3-5 , kakak dh dapat offer keje kL..so aku memanfaatkan bilik kakak yg kosong, kene betulkan tie sndiri and blebel sorang2 tiap2 pagi.selalu igt kat kakak mase tu..kadang2 nangis sorang2..haha bangun pagi kul 6 mcm bese ah, nmpk mak buat breakfast. a.rol tidow lagi..g gosok gigi, mandi, pakai baju.pstu turun makan,cium tgn mak..k.y & a.d ade kat rumah time ni.biasenye kalo mak xde, k.y yg buat breakfast.kalo semua xde aku bgn awal2 buat breakfast utk diri sndiri & a.rol yg semestinya baru tido lepas bgn solat subuh tadi..

lepas spm, bgn subuh kul 6 lebih.pastu tidow sampai kul 10 lebih~..berterusan sampai bulan 6.

kolej mara banting.1st day bangun je dah terkejut sebab ternampak seorang yg agak besar kegemukan bergelimpangan atas katilnya..sgt menyeramkan.(roomate aku..hehe)..rasa sengal2 sbb x nmpk family time pagi buat kali pertama dlm 18 tahun.g gosok gigi and mandi kat bilik mandi blok A..rase x best sebab kene gosok gigi sebelah2..and tnggu orang lain siap gune bathroom baru la buleh mandi..tensen2..

last morning kolej mara banting..bgn pagi rase semangat tapi berat hati.hari tu final exam last paper, Malay.rase best sebab 2 tahun di penjara IB da nk abis, tapi rase berat hati nk berpisah dgn teman2 satu jail yg comel2 seksi2 hot2 baik2 hensem semua..penjaga jail pon amat disayangi..semua caring2 and baik2..bgn kul 5.30.gosok gigi and mandi..pastu pakai baju smart2, rambut spiky mcm biase pastu g examination hall dgn kwn2..

first morning kat rumah lepas IB, bgn kul 12...
lewat sgt sbb tido kul 7 pagi..
lepas gian main game ps2 dgn abg2.


bgn pagi hari graduation..
segar je sebab nk jumpe balik kawan2..lastly dapat amik gambar dgn semua member satu class & dgn cikgu2 trsayang..


last morning kat rumah,esoknye akan naik kete g kL..bgn pagi rase tenang je tp agak sunyi..lepas mandi g rumah mak, mkn2 dgn mak pastu g rumah nenek..

last morning di malaysia..bgn pagi kat hotel Cititel kat midvalley, semayang subuh dgn ayah.pastu makan breakfast kat lounge.mlm tadi dah tibai char kuey tiow puas2.. then mandi2, kemas2 semua brg then brtolak ke klia.

on the way ke klia adik aku dtg bermanja2 dgn aku..peluk2 sikit, cium2 pastu dia trtido atas riba aku..brterusan sampai klia.pastu semua family dah ade.ayah mak abg2 kakak2 sepupu sedare kawan..pastu bersalam-salaman & berciuman buat kali terakhir sebelum naek flight..last thing, lambai2 tgn..

first day kat uk, bangun pagi kat rumah abg Riedzal & kak Anita..rase fresh sikit2 tapi homesick melampau2 sampai nangis sorang2 dlm bilik air, teringat kat adik kakak & abg..pastu pegi rumah Roy & pisang pulak.duduk 3 hari pastu baru duduk rumah sndiri..sampailah sekarang..

pagi ni aku bangun rase blank je.xtau nk buat ape.lepas ni siap2 makan breakfast pastu g main tenis dgn housemates di Sheffield..

truely, honestly & obviously..i miss my family so much that i'm willing to do anything now..as long as my heart beats, all of you..will always be loved and remembered here..i love all of u..


ni gambar mase aku kecik2 dulu.x igtlah umur brp tapi aku igt lagi mase tu..yg tgh dukung tu kakak aku..yg lain2 tu cousin2 and aku kat tgh2 tu sebelah kakak aku..

ni gambar budak busuk muqri..heheh anak sedare aku ni..sakit woo kene gigit walopun gigi dia xpower lagi.

ni gambar terbaik la mase graduation tu..sebab kebanyakan cikgu2 yg ajar aku ade dlm gambar ni.semua member sekelas pon ade sekali.sorang je xde sebab dia tukang amik gamba kot.haha..

Exam Habis.. 4 Feb 2009

Alhamdulillah, my 1st semester exam was over today at 3.30p.m..and it was snowing out there. OMG just ask anybody how happy they could be when thinking there was snowing outside the exam hall in which the last paper was examined. In the middle of the exam, I was excited thinking bout the snow and I just couldn't afford to wait any longer.. I answered Material's paper (last paper) as fast as I could.. It took me about an hour to get it done. There was one hour left in the exam but i saw a few candidates went out, so I guess it's allright this time..it's only a 1st year's paper so I didn't worry too much..anyway I answered all questions with joy and confidence and I believe it would be fine. haha however there was a little bit jealousy in me seeing most of my friends' exams ended a few days earlier but above all, I'm still relieved with the fact that my exam papers weren't too hard..i prepared 3 weeks before the exam commenced and the preparation went well : ) unlike when i was in KMB, procrastination was the only method practiced. But this time I did it in a right way (procrastinate as early as three weeks before exam..lol) and now I'm pretty sure I can score at least 70% for each of the module taken. Not high but just enough.. : ) In overall, this semester was quite a good start for me in Sheffield and I hope the same goes with fellow friends here too.

My first paper was Maths which was held on 28th January at Goodwin Sport Center. The paper was easy, since Maths is the easiest of all the modules I took for this semester. Besides, all the subjects taught in this modules had been covered when I was in KMB so it wasn't a big deal after all..the 2nd paper (Electric & Electronic) was quite terrifying.. I have not had any interests in this particular subject ever since I was in KMB..but i have got no choice since this module is compulsory in the course. For me, answering the exam's questions didn't bother me too much..but my understanding in this module is the only thing that I am concerned with..Judging at the past year papers for this module, I might get clues on how the coming paper would be, but that was no fun at all..it seems like I'm just remembering things but no understanding has been gained on them. Above all, that is so contradicted with the way engineers think. remembering and understanding..they are different in the sense that if you totally understand it, you could have possibly answered any questions given but if u only remember the pattern of the questions, you would have a very hard time to answer a slightly different question (adjusted in terms of numbering, reversing etc) from the one that you remembered. Remembering costs me to missed out at most three questions on that paper..from now on I swear to myself that I'll improve my understanding. The rest 3 papers were just fine..it's all over for now but for the next semester exam I'm gonna strive and give my all, for the sake of getting 1st class honor : )

Rasa Yang Tertinggal...16 Jan 2009

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

I'm officially 21!! : ) so happy 4 being a 21yrs old guy in this magnificent 21st century..lebih2 lagi kalo dapat chocolate cakes!! btw, for this entry aku nk convey dlm bhs melayu sekali lagi. aku kan melayu.haha kdg2 terase nak gune dialek tganu kite,tp nok wak guane kang rama orang dok pahang pulok. Rezak sungguh la weh..hehe so what do I do? baru je cakap td nak gune bahasa melayu.haha hmm..mula2 aku nak buat confession..bukan confession i love u, i miss you!!bukan yang jenis2 tu, tapi ape2 ajela yang tersirat dalam hati selame 20 tahun aku hidup.sbg seorang anak, cucu, kawan, adik, abang, sepupu etc.. selame aku hidup, aku sayang agame aku, yakni Islam..aku sayang Ayah & Mak..Abg D & Abg Rol.. Kakok & Kak Y..adik lakleng(balik nnt abg suping beli mainang banyak2!!hehe..) aku sayang tok@nenek, aku sayang semua mak ayah sedare, semua sepupu aku(yang baru kawin tu ingat2 la aku jugak.haha), aku sayang cikgu2..Last but not least,aku sayang semua kawan2 aku..you guys are the best : )

Aku sayang semua, maafkanlah segale salah silap aku & sentiasalah doakan aku agar dapat jadi insan yg lebih baik. aku slalu cuba buat yg ape yg termampu, tapi kadang2 hidup ni memang x adil. Aku ade byk mslh..aku dah byk kali jatuh..tp aku bangun balik. Hidup ni memang banyak cabaran & semua orang pon ade mase jatuh naik kan..? masalah yang aku hadapi sekarang langsung x buleh dibandingkn dengan keadaan saudara2 seagama kite kat Palestin sekarang..ikut hati nak je aku pegi sane berjihad tp ape yg aku ade?demo kat Sheffield baru2 ni pon aku terlepas..aku hanya ade secebis ilmu dan kudrat yg x seberapa.aku dah la kurus. muscle xbesar..grrrr...meow..geram betul aku.kadang2 aku rase kucing aku mcm lagi sihat dari aku..jadi aku hanya boleh brjihad dengan cara sndiri.aku x ade kuasa nk hentikan gejala global yg melanda rakyat Palestin sepertimana yg dimiliki oleh kuasa2 besar tu...tp masalahnye diorg x reti guna kuasa.nanti insyaAllah bila aku dah cukup syarat jadi org besar,aku buleh la bersuara & beraksi.jgn main cakap je, tp action x ade.ape2 pun aku syukur sbb Allah S.W.T bg aku byk kemudahan.aku buleh belajar & kejar cita2 aku. aku syukur sebab dapat belajar tinggi2 & aku syukur sebab aku dapat byk peluang yang x semua org dapat.dan aku akn guna peluang tu sebaik mgkin..bukan nk membesarkan diri,tp ni rezeki aku & insyaAllah satu hari nanti, rezeki orang lain pulak yang melebihi aku.tp pd masa yg same aku cemburu tgk org lain.. cemburu x salah tp dlm hal ni mmg aku sgt xfhm.. semua org ade nikmat keharmonian,aku pernah rase keharmonian tu tp skrg aku dah lupa mcm mane rasenye.haha..keharmonian tu dah jauh kot. aku try cari balik..tp x dapat2..aku memang dah x larat nak betulkan keadaan,sebab akhirnya aku nangis sorang2 dlm bilik..penat..sedih,sakit hati.. tp aku xbuleh buat ape2..ni semua ketentuan Allah S.W.T.aku kene redha je la..

Aku harap satu hari nanti semua balik pada asal.dan kalaula hari tu akan dtg, aku harap aku masih hidup lg sebab dah lame aku tggu.biarla semangat aku habis,kaki aku putus ke, asalkan aku masih lagi hidup mase tu & bleh rase sekali lagi saat2 tu..insyaAllah.Amin.. aku x ade sebarang resolusi untuk new year/birthday tp aku suke frasa ni, "success lies in hardships"..ayh aku yg bgtau..first time aku masuk KMB dulu dia ade bg sehelai kertas berisi maksud yg sama dgn frasa td.bekas roomate aku, Acap maybe tau jugak pasal bnde ni : ) aku sayang sangat ayah..ayah dulu bukan orang senang.ayah naik dari bwh sampai lah ke tahap sekarang..aku kagum dengan cara dia brjaya.permulaan yg susah tapi alhamdulillah dapat disempurnakan dgn baik pada pengakhirannya.aku bermula dengan senang atas tiket dan berkat kejayaan ayah, tp sekarang aku khuatir macam mane pengakhiran aku nanti.aku harap aku akan brjaya macam ayah jugak.mmg aku nk sangat jadi mcm ayah.tiada org lain di hati aku untuk aku ikut.selain tu, ayah selalu cakap, aku anak yg baik, selalu buat dia hepi..mak pulak selalu bgtau aku jangan lupe agama, jangan lupe ibubapa, jangan lupe solat,jangan lupa bgtau mak kalau berkenan kat seseorang.(hehe), jangan lupe mak..aku xpernah lupe.aku rase sgt marah dgn diri sndiri sbb aku pernah buat mak ayah menangis..aku dah belajar dr salah silap aku..dan bila aku balik nanti, aku janji aku akan balik sebagai seorang insan yang lebih baik.aku akan ingat janji aku ni.aku akan ingat.tapi sejauhmane kuat pun ingatan aku, aku mmg dah lupe mcm mane rasenye berkeluarga..aku sedih.aku xtipu.aku x marah sbb semua tu jadi masa aku baru nk besar.abang kakak semua dah rase..lagi lame dari aku.aku dapat rase sekejap je.tak sempat nak matang pon lagi, rase tu dah hilang..kadang2 aku rase bengong pulak..tp mmg tu la ujian yg Dia bg kat aku..aku hanye mmpu sabar dan amik pengajaran yg aku xkan ulang tragedi tu bile aku besar nnt.. insyaAllah.. : )

Walaupun aku x ade resolusi tahun baru, aku rase cukupla with having faith in whatever things we did or happened in the past, and get ourselves prepared for the future life.it is the amount of effort u put in that counts,rite?? : ) maksudnye, ape2 hok jadi mase2 dulu jgn dijadikan alasan untuk kite gagal. hok pentingnye kite sedia sokmo untuk ape jua hal.gagal sekali ataupun berkali2 xbermakna ape2. Tapi jgn la selalu gagal. x macho ah gitu. haha cube la baiki niat kite semasa hidup ni.hidup mesti ke depan, tapi sekali sekala renung2 jgk mase2 dulu.kita matang dari hari ke hari,tp kita xtau sejauhmane batasnye, sekuat mane akal kite dan selame mane kite akan hidup..wallahualam..

Aerospace Ku Sayang : ) 27 Nov 2008

Adoi.. kenapa la aku sorang2 je budak melayu 1st year yang amik course ni kat Sheffield..? Dah la budak2 local UK ramai yang poyo2.. Nasib baik ade 2, 3 orang yang rapat dengan aku. Kadang2 aku tengok budak2 chemical engineering, berlambak2 datang kelas sama2..semua melayu (twinning UniKL-Sheffield). Students dari Africa and fellow Asians semua mesra2 je, especially budak2 Botswana, India, Sri Lanka & Hong Kong. Lecturer pulak semua tua2 and kadang2 agak pekat dengan loghat diorang tuh..huhu telinga aku pun jadi pekat jugak dengar diorang bercakap.tapi baru2 ni aku da jadik biase dengan loghat2 tu so buleh la catch-up jauh sikit. Tu pun sebab ade student local UK yang guide aku sikit2 time lecture. hehe apa2 pun overall aku happy sebab prospek kerja untuk course ni memang berlambak & berkualiti..gaji tip top ah..haha lagi satu bagusnye aku buat course ni kat UK berbanding di Malaysia, aku da buleh buat network dengan fellow coursemates pasal 'unofficial future partnerships'..hehe dengan kata lain, nanti bila dah grad and start kerja x kiralah aku kerja kat malaysia pon aku dapat share interests dengan diorang & bleh buat joint-projects kat seluruh dunia..lebih2 lagi kalo kat Africa where this particular field baru nak berkembang maju : ) tu long-term plans la.tak tau lagi jadi ke tak sebab degree pon x dapat lagi.exam pon x lepas lagi dah nak plan jauh2 kan? tapi ape salahnye, orang yang ade impian @ apa jua tujuan lagi baik dari orang yang cakap banyak, x bermatlamat & suka menyusahkan hati orang lain..ni antara gambar yang berkaitan dengan course aku..hari tu aku present pasal aircraft kat bawah ni la..Northrop Grumman B-2 Spirit..

Dulu mase nak pilih course kat UK, (mase kat Kolej Mara Banting, KMB) bukan main susah & berbelah bagi sangat2..kalo ikut trend family, baik amik mechanical sebab nanti buleh kerja kat company ayah.(swasta) hehe tapi aku x bimbang sangat sebab dua2 abang aku dah join company tu. Kakak aku je x, sebab dia kerja dengan Telekom, jadi manager ape ntah, tapi gajinye sangat tip top top top jugak ah.haha lagipon ayah aku suruh aku ikut suke je nak amik course ape2 pon , asalkan aku belajar katenye.hehehe so aku fikir2 la jugak lepas tu. Memandangkan aku suke sangat naik flight, aku teringat kat course aeronautik yang jarang orang2 kat malaysia sebut. Course ni bunyinye gempak so kalu orang2 kampung dengar nanti, maunye aku tercalon jadik ketua kampung kang.hehe tapi tu bukan la sebabnye aku pulih course ni. lagipon mase aku kecik lagi aku suke kayuh basikal penat2 dengan sekutu2 rapat ke pantai dekat dgn airport Koala Terengganu(belakang rumah je..jalan kaki pon buleh)..Kitorang selalu tengok kapal terbang takeoff ataupun landing..best2 sebab mase dia takeoff tu bising bangat bunyi enjin..tapi kitorang suke dengar.mase landing pulak kitorang tunggu bile la kapal terbang ni nak crash kat dalam track airport ni.nanti buleh kitorang g buat sibuk2 and untung2 bleh masuk tv. tapi dalam ramai2 tu, aku sorang je sekarang yang amik course berkaitan dengan hal ehwal kapal terbang ni..yang lain ade yang amik law, material (ade kaitan jugak la sikit2)..jadi cikgu pon ade jugak.hehe nanti dia ade la ajar murid2 dia pasal forces acting on aircraft kot.haha walaupun bidang aerospace kat Malaysia kurang maju berbanding negara2 besar, tapi ade peningkatannya dari segi teknologi, reputasi & availability of projects baru2 ni. Potensi ade, tambah2 lagi dapat recognition dari pencapaian Dr Syed Muzaphar. ade satu agensi ni kat malaysia, namenye ANGKASA ( Agensi Angkasa Negara, http://www.angkasa.gov.my/index.php )..first time aku baca artikel pasal agensi ni mase kat malaysia lagi..dari situ la bercambah sikit harapan aku untuk kerja kat negara sendiri nanti..memetik dari website dia;


VISION

Harnessing space as a platform for knowledge generation, wealth creation and societal well-being.

MISSION

To develop the country’s potential in the space sector to support the development of the new economy, generate knowledge and strengthen the national security infrastructure.

Visi & misi agensi ni walaupun ringkas tapi pelaksanaan tu bukannye senang..banyak sokongan & kepakaran yang diperlukan dari bidang2 lain walaupun agensi ni khasnya untuk budak2 astronomi and aerospace. so aku harap dengan sedikit kepakaran yang aku belajar kat UK sekarang, aku buleh sumbang untuk agensi milik negara kita ni, walaupun sedikit. tu la pentingnya kerjasama dengan negara luar. Masa belajar kat UK ni la kene cari partners and resources. so aku rase decision aku amik aerospace over any other courses adalah tepat. Tapi x sangka pulek xde orang melayu lain yang satu batch dengan aku.seniors ade la tapi x rapat sangat,jumpe sekali-sekala aje. tapi xpela, nanti ramai sangat melayu, maybe aku punye improvement particularly in english x berkembang pulak. biarlah dikelilingi orang2 asing asalkan english aku buleh jadik mantap brbanding dulu.

Secara ringkasnya, course aerospace yang aku amik kat Sheffield ni terdiri daripada beberapa gabungan basic courses macam materials, electricals, controls, mechanical as well as maths. So aku kena belajar semua sekali dan jadik all-rounder la dalam semua basic courses tu. ade jugak satu subjek khas utk aerospace macam themofluids, aeromechanics etc tapi basically conceptnye sangat susah nak faham.satu sebab dalam english ni pemahaman aku da kene potong lebih kurang 25% so aku amik mase 25% lagi lama dari orang putih untuk memahami suatu2 topic tu.satu lagi sebab course aerospace ni memang susah pada zahirnya. ramai jugak students final year kat sheffield yang x lepas course ni..fail project la, x cukup credit etc. tapi so far aku buleh proceed dengan smooth la dalam course ni..semua test buleh full marks, exam nanti pun aku tengok kat past years questions tu xdela mencabar sangat. tapi 1st year ni je kot senang.lagipun 1st year ni xde lagi pemberat untuk overall course's marks. 2nd year nanti baru ade agaknya.

Sekarang 1st semester dah nak habis, nanti cuti winter pulak!! lepas cuti ade exam mid-term. Aku semangat nak exam ni sebab aku nak jugak dapat 1st class degree. Ape2 pon, aku rilex2 je : ) belajar ni susah tapi kalo aku buat betul2 confirm buleh succeed nyer..lagipun aku nak jugak buang badi big exams ni..dulu trial SPM gempak tapi SPM betul hampeh sedikit..final exam KMB pon aku xperform sepertimane yang aku sangka..xtau mane salah silapnye, maybe kurang nasib@aku sendiri yang nervous sangat time exam sebenar.so kali ni insyaAllah aku buleh buang badi tu and perform gempak2 time exam..baru rase secured sikit..amin..

Horoscopes... 27 Oct 2008

If you are ready to trust someone, trust them with your heart”

I quoted these sensational words from Friendster Horoscope application today. I really like this quote particularly because it reflects my feeling towards someone, and keeps urging me to express it to her. and I did that, just now but that’s not entirely the reason why I published it on my blog this time. More importantly, the question that’s been lingering in my mind all this time is whether horoscopes can be trusted or not. Sometimes people don’t refer it as ‘trusting’ the quote, instead they refer to it as their daily/weekly guidance which acts as a pillar of their actions towards somebody or something. When I think about it, actually I once did that too, referring to horoscopes to get idea on how things work, especially when it comes to relationship matters. Have a look at the following phrases.

“Share your thoughts with the person who intrigues you most and see how they react to what you have to say. Total honesty is required if you want to do this right, so don’t be afraid to fully disclose how you’re feeling about them. If you are ready to trust them with your heart, then you have to start trusting them with your feelings. The sooner you do it, the sooner you’ll know what’s next for the two of you”

They explain the main quote on the top of the post there. Personally, I like this quote to an extent that it actually help me to recognize the reality that’s been hidden within every situation I’m in. Truely, honesty plays an important part in relationship. Sharing our thoughts with the one we love, and trusting them till the very end would prove to be benefial and meaningful later on. So, back to the main topic~horoscope. Do You guys believe it? It’s all up to you : )

The Beginning 27 Sep 2008

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. : ) this is my third blog already!! :D and this time I'm moving back to blogspot domain. The previous domain was limited in terms of editing and it was not updated (since i was pretty lazy :p ). Furthermore, many friends preferred this domain and I guess i'll use it for this time being too. However i'll reuse the same posts from wordpress domain for the first few ones and i'll add up some new posts later on.

I haven’t written any blog for a while, so maybe it would sound absurd, weird, unpleasing or whatever u can think of it. lol~ but just bear with it for now. I’m writing this blog simply because of my awareness towards some belief which says u can improve your writing by blogging. My teacher once said that too and I guess no one doubted her : )

I also believe that this blog acts as a medium to express myself to everyone. I’ll be able to dedicate my feelings, thoughts as well as opinions and have them replied or commented by anybody. From there we were actually putting ourselves into a field of discussion where everyone can portray their ways of thinking or believing. Somehow i doubt to think that the discussion would be so formal since blog itself is not formal. lol~but i would expect it to be fun and exhilarating since blogging is also the way of delivering laughingstocks and humorous posts. whatever it is, my memories begin here : )