Monday 15 June 2009

Sometimes

When i was at the beginning of the exam's period, i wished it would end so quick so that i could enjoy life more later on..But now that it's over, amazingly i dont know what to do other than doing the usual things..wake up, eat, movies, games, eat again, dramas, games, sleep, games, eat,....,repeated times..I thought i would feel so relieved once the exam ended but instead I feel so empty.ooo somebody please tell me how i can enjoy life more..

Talking about movies, recently i watched a movie called Music And Lyrics and i believe it's one of the worth-watching ones.hehe this movie had been casted like so long ago and i just watched it yesterday..i heard its soundtrack many times before and never gave a thought of watching the movie itself. After watching it, I like the song even more ^^ and I will share the lyric here, with the song as my background music.hope u guys like it too : )

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end! ^^



But still i'm bored. Maybe i shud go out somewhere,see people, see things, take pictures..etc? Blaahh...i have nowhere to go in Sheffield other than Meadowhall, city, parks, uni..there's almost completely nothing here in Sheffield to see and that means taking pictures is one of the most unlikely thing to do.
For u guys it might be different so please dont get offended with my words ^^ humans see things differently anyway.

Indeed i have no enjoyable things to do after the exam, but thinking about going back home in Malaysia already gives me the highest level of excitement ^^ so currently whenever i feel bored i just let myself thinking about things to do and more importantly, things to eat back there in Malaysia. Been away for almost a year has taught me to appreciate my country more..Which country has better food..? None other than ours ^^ even though our country may not compare to another in some aspects , i still think She's amazing..

We're so proud for having valuable cultures and heritage arising from contributions of multiracial civilians..But everything must come with a price and every hour has its end. It's just a matter of time till every good thing ends..this applies to human life too. For example, one day a well-known man who always contribute to his country did a mistake and the community spelled a grudge against him and banished him straight away from their lives, and another day when the man regains even better status than before he was banished, surprisingly the community happen to support him, just because of his new status. yeah he was the one they once jeered,criticized with all their might. Amazing, isn't it? See how the society works..human tends to be with those who succeed, and not giving chances to those who make mistakes..Do they know by doing that they are also making mistakes? We should learn to forgive one another no matter how big or small the mistake is.. ^^ and those who make mistakes should learn to stop doing so..

Anyway, making a list of food to eat seems to be fun too! Maybe i will do that soon ^^

2 comments:

  1. Lol. People tend to do that you know. Missing or brooding over things lost. We all feel that. We all miss that busy schedule we had. Xpe, it'll go away. Btw, Its not 'empty' that you're feeling tu. Its boredom. ;p

    Music & Lyrics? How was it? I've never watched that one. Will try to download later. =)

    Xde bende nk buat? Same here. Everyday its the same thing. Hey you still owe me a date kan?! ;p Come to think of it, we never really get to hang out kan? You're always with Hairul so rsenye xpenah lgi. Izwan and Jojo dh byk kali, Farhan pon dah. Hehe =0 When's your flight back? Skali dgn your housemate eyh? Have a safe trip nnt. =)

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  2. earlier parts of that story's a bit boring but as it goes on, baru best.. My flight? It's today, mate -.- haha yeah all of us will be on a same flight.. N o worries we'll just get to hang out along next term which will be your last one in Sheffield kan? C u next term then. Thanks for the wish and happy hols to u :)

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