Tuesday, 15 October 2013
New Bonds
The excitement of meeting that someone, and..
the strange feelings that make you curious.
With the people who held your hand today,
share the excitement and remember the strange feelings!
Sunday, 13 October 2013
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
=)
Thursday, 18 June 2009
My Hitlist -.-
Monday, 15 June 2009
Sometimes
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end! ^^
Wednesday, 20 May 2009
That's Why.
and that includes Take Me To Your Heart as well : )
Michael Learns To Rock
That's Why You Go Away
Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head..
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know..
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
Yes I know..
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore..
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
That's why you go away I know..
Thursday, 14 May 2009
Wednesday, 13 May 2009
Sunday, 10 May 2009
Battle Cry
2nd semester exam, that is. It's gonna be painful this time, considering that some of the modules are ridiculously hard.
There are 6 modules altogether;
1)Engineering Mechanics - 27thMay
2)Analogue Signals For Aerospace - 28thMay
3)Maths for Aerospace - 30thMay
4)Thermofluids - 5thJune
5)Automatic Control&System - 9thJune
6)Materials for Aerospace - 12thJune
Pray for me ya..I'm gonna retain last semester's achievement, if not better. I always believe that if i put more effort into it, the outcome will be much348378x better.
Goodluck to u guys too. -.-
Saturday, 25 April 2009
Common Sense???!! argghhhh..
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:
Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it really was my fault.
Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (such as adults, not children, should be in charge).
His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate, teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch, and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.
Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to do in disciplining their ill-behaved children.
It declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer sun lotion or an aspirin to a student, but could not inform parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion.
Common Sense took a beating when it was decided you couldn't defend yourself from a burglar in your own home and the burglar could sue you for assault.
Common Sense began to lose the will to live as organized religions became businesses, and criminals received better treatment than their victims.
Common Sense finally gave up the will to live after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot. She spilled a little in her lap, and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.
Common Sense was preceded in death, by his parents, Truth and Trust, by his wife, Discretion, by his daughter, Responsibility, and by his son, Reason.
He is survived only by his 4 stepbrothers: I Know My Rights, I Want It Now, Someone Else Is To Blame, and I'm A Victim.
Not many attended his funeral because so few realized Common Sense was gone. If you still remember him, pass this on to your fellow friends.(-.- ) If not, join the majority and do nothing
jzk.
Thursday, 26 March 2009
Confession of A Struggling Heart
A: Can i ask you a question?
B: What is it?
A: How come you don't say you like me? I have already said it a few times..many times..
B: Do you have to actually hear the words?
A: I want to hear it..just what am i to you.
B: ...
A: ...
B: I like you..No matter how hard i try not to like you, no matter how hard i try to erase you out of my mind..I like you so much that i get upset that i can't do that.
Or maybe you just couldn't say it...i didn't know.how would i know..?
I waited and waited..but there was still no answer..just who am i to you..? If you had said these words I would go after you..I would look for your traces, even your footsteps..and i will drag you here..but you..
But you didn't say those words...I felt so tired of trying so hard, just to captivate you, gaining your trust, and possessing your faith..but i was left with no feedback..no response at all..just who am i to you..
Haven't you realized how terrible my life has been?
Have you ever imagined living the life that i have been living?
It's so painful when all you could do is missing someone who's not even yours..
Just what am i to you..
Maybe all i did wasn't enough.
I guess your heart wasn't that easy to be convinced..maybe it's not even mine to begin with..
I used to gave you up to another person thinking that he was better..But now I'm regretting it..that was my mistake..When I thought that i'd be able to forget you, even more pictures of you coming into my head, urging me to get even closer to you. I just couldn't get you out of my head..
I just want you to know,
That I won't stop missing you..
I can't stop missing you..
I'll try even harder than before..
Just to get your heart bounded to mine.
Until then i won't open my heart to anyone else..
Because it's only to you I shall give my love..
It's only to you whom my heart is meant for.
If it's anyone else, life wouldn't be fun anymore.
I mean it..
I'm not joking like I always did.
This time I really really mean it.
I like you..
And I'll be waiting..
Because i like u so much..
Monday, 16 March 2009
BENCI
Officer kat department of material cakap maximum marks yang kitorang dapat untuk semester ni ialah 80% : ( aku dapat tau ni pun sebab ade member ajak g tanye.
Member aku ni name dia Goncalo..dia xpuas ati sebab dia punyer coursework yang contribute 10% untuk final mark telah di potong 2%..so dia dapat 8% je..aku dapat 7%..
so dari kejadian tu la Goncalon ajak aku g tanye pakcik material tu..lepas tu barula kitorang tau yang head of material department memang selalu buat camni kat first year student..tujuannye untuk membuatkan kitorang rase markah kitorang rendah and cube lagi bagus untuk year 2 punye exam.. huhu kitorang xrase berat ati pun..tapi kesian jugak tgk ade ramai jugak member2 yang failed paper material and terpakse la retake exam time summer nanti..
bagi aku pulak, limitation yang department tu letak kat marking system diorang telahpun mencacatkan result aku..Goncalo pun same..kitorang dapat first class marks untuk subjek2 lain kecuali material..huhu xbestnye tp ni la hakikatnye..hopefully untuk exam final term untuk first year ni limitation tu dibuang la..kalo x maunye aku kene target full mark ah..tapi impossible la camtu..
patutla rase pelik giler..aku dah confident jawab ari tu..tapi kalo ikut ration sebenar, marks aku 64% out of 80% so kalo convert jadi over 100%..marks aku da lepas first class range..huhu xpe la ni sumer masalah limitation je..biarla result cacat atas paper pun asalkan aku tau yg result aku xrendah yg disangka sebelum ni..
aku da semangat balik ni..final term ni nak tunjuk kat pakcik material tu yg limitation xkn berkesan dah kat kitorang pasni..kalo limitation dia 70% (yakni passing mark utk 1st class range) pun aku akan score 70% jugak!! wallahualam
Wednesday, 4 March 2009
syukran syukran.. : )
Alhamdulillah & syukur pada Allah S.W.T...akhirnye usaha & penat lelah aku berbalas jugak untuk kali ni..results exam aku da kluar.
aku dapat average 78% untuk 6 modules yang aku ambik untuk semester 1 baru-baru ni. 78% kire 1st class range ah jugak.hmm tepat juge la prediction aku baru2 ni kan?pasal nak dapat average above 70 tu..tapi bukan semua subject aku dapat 1st class mark. satu module je yang jammed iaitu material for aerospace..aku dapat 64% je untuk module tu. module2 lain ok la sebab semua above 70%.above 80% ade 3 subjects. camane ni material buleh slack. padahal aku confiden giler dh time jawab ari tu. maybe sebab excited sangat sebab material tu paper yang paling last so dalam kepale selalu ler pikir prkara yang bukan2.
erk..camane nak buat kapal terbang kalo xtau nak pakai material ape..adui..xpe2 tutor aku cakap it's quite a good start for u..so aku pikir positifla..aku ade peluang lagi and untuk semester 2 ni aku berazam untuk naikkan markah material aku pulak.jangan markah yang lain pulak turun sudahla..haha syukur2..sangat happy walaupun average mark aku x tinggi sangat.
atas permintaan beberapa orang, aku letak la markah aku kat sini..insyaAllah semester ni aku akan cuba naikkan lagi markah2 ni : )
MAS147(Maths for Aerospace) - 88
MEC112(Mechanics) - 86
ACS172(Aerospace Design) - 84
MEC161(Aerospace Engineering) - 73
EEE121(Electrical for Aerospace) - 72
MAT1310(Materials for Aerospace) - 64
confem kene celebrate ari ni..aku nak beli lamb grilled kebab banyak2 pastu sumbat semua sekaligus dalam mulut..hak3 : )
Friday, 27 February 2009
I Luv Football!! : )))))
ahh..hari ni aku rase sangat puas ati..mane taknye, dah seminggu lebih x sepak bola sbb ankle aku bengkak.seksa woo..nk turun tangga pun kene berjongket-jongket :D
last week aku beli satu bola kat ebay..huhu..ebay byk abiskan duit aku..tak..aku yg byk abiskan duit kat ebay.entahle.same je dua2 ayat tu sebab lastly cash aku jugak yang jalan.nak kate bola tu mahal, tak tau la.harga dia GBP19.99 @ lebih kurang RM100 la. tapi xpela belanje sikit pun sebab aku pikir selame ni kalo nak sepak bola kene tunggu geng2 ajak main kat court. tapi sekarang aku xpyh le menunggu..kalo rase nak sepak bola gi je backyard, main puas2..backyard rumah aku agak luas jugak, boleh buat 2 on 2 game :D
hari ni bola tu sampai..haha happy giler woo..ni gambar bola tu selepas dipam oleh private coach aku, Izuan.

cantik bola ni kan? bola ni name dia nike total aero 90 kut. tak silap aku tu la name dia..bola ni pakai kat Spanish la liga je rasenye..
skang tengok pulak gambar bola ni lepas aku main petang tadi.
lepas melalui latihan ala neraka oleh coach, bola yang cantik berkilat tadi da jadi macam ni dah. dalam gambar ni x nampak sangat scratches2 tu tapi kalo korang tengok depan2 mata tau la camne teruknye bola ni dikerjakan.
haha :D
ni satu lagi gambar..nampak tu LFP?
it stands for Liga Nacional de Fútbol Profesional..
kalo nak tau lebih bukak la link kat bawah ni.
http://translate.google.co.uk/translate?hl=en&sl=es&u=http://www.lfp.es/&ei=CS2oSe2jNNSujAf6_7TbDw&sa=X&oi=translate&resnum=1&ct=result&prev=/search%3Fq%3DLFP%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-GB:official%26hs%3DQ9R
huhu kepada yang fanatik bola, best kan bile main bola ni? even though aku main bola bukan untuk sara hidup tapi aku buleh rase jugak macam mane perasaan orang yang yang hidup berasaskan kepakaran main bola ni..aku sepak bola setakat suke hati je tapi bayangkan orang2 tu, diorang main bola untuk hidup..diorang sepak tu bukan setakat bagi kudrat tubuh badan, kaki je tapi sekali dengan diorang punyer harapan..aku? aku ade harapan jugak tapi x setinggi harapan diorang.
tapi xpela..main bola ni bukan untuk hidup je..bola ni universal & global..buleh kate jugak yang walaupun tiap2 orang, negara lain2, agama bangsa lain2, kulit hitam putih tinggi rendah cacat tubuh badan..kebanyakannye ade satu persamaan iaitu main bola.
hidup bola..aku syukur kat Tuhan sebab bukan setakat bagi nikmat nyawa tubuh badan je tapi bagi jugak aku rase nikmat main bola..semoga nikmat ni terus kekal selagi aku hidup..amin..
Thursday, 26 February 2009
25 Things About Me..I've been tagged!
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.
I don't think these 25 things are really enough to describe even a tiny bit of me..but it's just for fun, alrite..besides i promised someone already and she even tagged me in hers..one more thing, i assume that if any of u read this post, then u're actually tagged by me, but bear in mind that i'm not forcing you to to the same kinda things..it's up to you whether u wanna do it or not..here I go! : )
1. i always wonder what was my first impression of life ever since i was born..was it happiness or sadness?
2. seriously, i want a cat that appears more or less like Shin Chan..Is it even possible??!
3. honestly i don't wanna grow old..just wanna stay as I'm now..
4. i love chewable Vitamin C and i think i always exceed its RDA.
5. I used to drink vitagen a lot. but it's nowhere to be seen here in UK so i took Lucozade lately.
6. i’m enjoying my life too : ) so many memorable things happened in my 2o years of an amazing life! hope everything will be better for the next 20 years :D
7. i love to cook..preferably nasi minyak+gulai ayam kurma+sambal belacan..if u want some then come see me.
8. i wouldn't leave no. 8 empty..who says 8 is an unlucky number?
9. i love flying stuffs and i hope they love me too : )
10. i think my english has been improving lately..maybe becoz i often spent about half of the day outside : )
11. i am working really hard to improve my modulus of pervertedness.haha..dont get it wrong. it actually means the resistance towards it..
12. i am also a serious person..and i demand others to be serious with me too..
13. i have been so captivated with a certain someone lately.could it be love? i dont know.
14. the happiest moments for everyone aren't the happiest one for me..since i no longer feel it..so sad but it cant be helped.i'll just wait.
15. i cant wait to go back to malaysia this summer!! missing everyone so badly..
16. i love the way Michael Carrick plays..and this is why it's written here..go2 number 16!!
17. i love to eat too. I'm not worried about my weight since i'm not fat, yet.
18. i'm not a shopaholic, but if i went to shop once in a while the cash will flow as freely as free falling objects..oh my..i'll have to put limiters on my shopping activities..and can somebody please make ebay 'dissappears'?
19. i love teppanyaki!!gonna have some this summer!!
20. i’m missing my old friends….
21. i wonder if the energy i spent today will be conserved again on the next day when i wake up? does the principle of energy conservation works for this situation? i like physics but sometimes i just don't understand how it works.
22. i love football!! : )
23. i like to collect shoes..especially adidas & nike..boots included.
24. some people say I'm fat.some says my body is 'sekeping'. now i dont know who to trust anymore.so i assume those who say i'm fat are actually 'sekeping' and those who says i'm 'sekeping' are actually quite fat. I'm normal. :P
25. i love you.
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
Judgement?
bosan betul baru2 ni..Assignment x banyak sangat..lab sessions pulak xde lagi awal2 semester..nanti hujung2 tu baru la penuh sesak jadual..mase tu nanti mule la sakit kepale sebab nk revise lebih untuk exam lagi, nak beli barang balik mesia..kacau je la lab report tu nanti..haihh kenapela x best sangat jadual department aku buat?
dahla grouping lab satu module tu xbest..(sebenarnye aku xtau nk kate best ke x)
ade ke dia letak aku sorang2 je lelaki dlm group 5 orang tu..yang lain sumer cun2 and mata biru2.hehe confem ah aku yg kene jadi leader nanti sebab aku kurang cun :D
tapi xpela sebab aku kenal jugak diorang..bukan x kenal langsung..nasib baik x dapat satu group dengan orang2 yg x dikenali walaupun satu department..
baru2 ni aku pegi satu seminar..ntah ape input yang aku dapat aku pun x paham..haha ade sekali tu orang yang bagi talk, encik Putih ( x igt name sebenar dia ) cakapla.. "well if you were to be a professional engineer in your respective field, sometimes you have to think outside of the box you're in. But please make sure that you know how to get out of the box or elsewise you will stay in your narrow little box for the rest of your life..waiting for others to come into yours"..
aku suke maksud yang dia cuba sampaikan..kadang2 kene pikir luar kotak pemikiran sendiri jugak..sebab kadang2 idea kita x sekuat idea orang lain dan pemikiran..
tapi aku xsuke sebab ade sekali tu dia cakap engineering ni ade sebab kita nak dunia yang perfect.adui..aku bengang sangat sebab bagi aku, engineering has nothing to do with seeking perfection..sebab kalau semua da perfect apa lagi yang engineer nak buat? kalau la semua dah perfect bosan la kalau asyik buat maintenance je..nak jugak buat invention baru..
lagipun secara hakikatnye memang x ade yang sempurna melainkan Allah S.W.T.
Aku sedar yang mungkin Encik Putih x ade pemahaman tentang kesempurnaan tapi mungkin ni ade kaitan pasal think outside your box tu..mungkin aku jugak yang x cukup paham tentang hakikat lain yang masih lg trsembunyi dari kotak fikiran aku..
tapi yang aku x paham langsung, macam mane kita nak tau kotak pemikiran mane yang boleh pakai? kalau la seandainye kita sedar yang pemikiran kita xbetul, kita kene contohi pemikiran sape and macam mane kite nak make sure pemikiran tu sesuai dengan situasi pada mase tu..
lagipun aku rase sekarang banyak jugak judgement yang aku buat langsung xbetul..aku rase sebab aku kuat sangat dipengaruhi oleh ego & yakin diri tanpa menyedari bahawa pihak lain tu sebenarnya yang betul, bukan aku..
jadi aku rase secara generalnye, aku kene mantapkan cara aku menilai sesuatu perkara dan pada mase yang sama aku kene jugak compare and rationalize semua options yang ade sebelum aku buat judgements..
jadi pengajaran yang aku dapat kali ni, always realize that a good judgement comes from experience, experience comes from..?? well it comes from poor judgements. aku da buat beberapa judgements yang hampeh so lepas ni aku taula camne nak buat yang lagi bagus : )
My Letter is N
1. What is your name : Naim
2. A four Letter Word : nice
3. A boy's Name : Nani
4. A girl's Name : Nina
5. An occupation : nerd
6. A colour : navy blue
7. Something you'll wear : napkin
9. A food : nan kebab
10. Something found in the bathroom: naked person @ people
11. A place : nun jauh di sana
12. A reason for being late: not your problem..
13. Something you'd shout : no prob!
14. A movie title : Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist
15. Something you drink : newly bought apple juice
16. A musical group : No Doubt
17. An animal : newly-born penguin
18. A street name : no. 13 Havelock Street
19. A type of car : Nissan
20. The title of a song : Not That Type of Lady
21. Why is number 8 missing : no idea..who knows?
22. Food : Nasi air
23. An actress : Nicole Kidman
24. An anime : Naruto Shippuden
25. A name of a girl u love : Norhartini
26. A name of a boy u love : Naim (i love myself more than others..hehe)
27. What do you think of your future : National Space Agency (NASA)
28. Sometimes I would.. : neglect the fact that I am single.
29. Something that you often bring along : notes..
30. Why do you bother to write all those meaningless stuffs above : Never been so bored lately.
Sunday, 15 February 2009
Singstar.com
PANIC AT THE DISCO LYRICS
"But It's Better If You Do"
Somewhere downtown where a burlesque queen may even ask my name
As she sheds her skin on stage
I'm seated and sweating to a dance song on the club's P.A.
The strip joint veteran sits two away
Smirking between dignified sips of his dignified peach and lime daiquiri
And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
But, but I'm afraid that I
Well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place
Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place
And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place
Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place
And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Praying for love and paying in naivety
Praying for love and paying in naivety, oh
Friday, 13 February 2009
something's missing..but i'll find it soon : )
time form 1-3 selalu kakak yg kejutkn bgn tidow. a.rol besenye bgn doh..tp lepas tu dia tidow balik. : P ..lepas bgn gosok gigi, mandi..pakai baju sekolah..most of the time kakak kene jugak betulkn tie and check belakang baju kemas ke x..lepas tu kene blebel sikit2 baru buleh turun makan breakfast.lepas cium tgn ye baru turun breakfast.besenye ye suruh start enjin kete sbb dlm kul 8 kakak nk g keje plk.pastu makan2 breakfast dgn mak, cium2 tgn pastu mcm bese la, naek beskal.kadang2 jalan kaki je dgn kawan2..lepas spm, bgn subuh kul 6 lebih.pastu tidow sampai kul 10 lebih~..berterusan sampai bulan 6.
kolej mara banting.1st day bangun je dah terkejut sebab ternampak seorang yg agak besar kegemukan bergelimpangan atas katilnya..sgt menyeramkan.(roomate aku..hehe)..rasa sengal2 sbb x nmpk family time pagi buat kali pertama dlm 18 tahun.g gosok gigi and mandi kat bilik mandi blok A..rase x best sebab kene gosok gigi sebelah2..and tnggu orang lain siap gune bathroom baru la buleh mandi..tensen2..first morning kat rumah lepas IB, bgn kul 12...
lewat sgt sbb tido kul 7 pagi..
lepas gian main game ps2 dgn abg2.
bgn pagi hari graduation..
segar je sebab nk jumpe balik kawan2..lastly dapat amik gambar dgn semua member satu class & dgn cikgu2 trsayang..
last morning kat rumah,esoknye akan naik kete g kL..bgn pagi rase tenang je tp agak sunyi..lepas mandi g rumah mak, mkn2 dgn mak pastu g rumah nenek..
on the way ke klia adik aku dtg bermanja2 dgn aku..peluk2 sikit, cium2 pastu dia trtido atas riba aku..brterusan sampai klia.pastu semua family dah ade.ayah mak abg2 kakak2 sepupu sedare kawan..pastu bersalam-salaman & berciuman buat kali terakhir sebelum naek flight..last thing, lambai2 tgn..pagi ni aku bangun rase blank je.xtau nk buat ape.lepas ni siap2 makan breakfast pastu g main tenis dgn housemates di Sheffield..
truely, honestly & obviously..i miss my family so much that i'm willing to do anything now..as long as my heart beats, all of you..will always be loved and remembered here..i love all of u..
ni gambar budak busuk muqri..heheh anak sedare aku ni..sakit woo kene gigit walopun gigi dia xpower lagi.

